Hard Decision to make

Its so hard to make a decision! I'm thinking of changing school but the only problem is a friend is gonna miss me. So far I only told one person bout this now I'm telling everybody but luckily my blog is that INTERESTING so not many people see my blog. I don't want to leave my friends but if i don't go i wont be able to get a scholarship in the future. I want to have a better future so i have to give up my present. Its just so difficult and my friend is making it MORE difficult. In my opinion i don't think people will miss me that much at all in fact they wont even know I'm gone i think. I got until October to decide so starting from 1 August until 1 October i will be thinking. Everyday I'm thinking how SMKBU will be like after I'm gone. I will miss a LOT of things so i am going to make this year the best in SMKBU! I will never forget the moments in SMKBU ESPECIALLY the special ones. Leaving is difficult especially when u know somebody will miss you. But i always look at the positive side, think of it in another way later when I'm rich i can always come back to my friends go out eat at South Korea(Not North), Paris, America, Japan, China and more (oh and if your asking why EAT its because a friend of mine LOVES to eat and i told her that i will take her hahaha). Hopefully I'll make the right decision.

People That Inspire Me

I am very lucky to meet people that inspire me to become a better person. I can name everyone that inspire me.

The first person to inspire me was my uncle (father side) who is a Doctor. he is the one who inspired me to be MORE DISCIPLINE he was the cause. eventhough he goes to work at 5am and comes back a 12am he STILL has the discipline to do wash his car at 12am or do other things eventhough he is tired. It requires very HIGH discipline and its not easy to accomplish trust me I AM TRYING!

The second person to inspire me was my other uncle (mother side) he is such a amazing man. Every Saturday he goes for runs and he is a very knowledgeable person. He is EXACTLY like my mother knows a lot of things. When i went his house in KL i was amazed he house was on a hill side its like a paradise but he earn it because he was very hard working. He keeps a lot a books too just like my mom. Its also nice to talk to him too he knows things i know especially when it comes to international news. I always read the world news but UNFORTUNATELY nobody really knows much details bout the articles and all BUT HE KNOWS. He the reason why i am learning a lot of things i want to be as smart as him.

The third person who inspires a friend of mine Munesh. He is such a EXTRAORDINARY person. He's my inspiration to become a leader. he thought me how to lead people during 2011 teacher's day. Although I mess up a lot of things i just thought to myself *When we mess up THATS HOW WE LEARN!* don't think that if you mess up is the end of the world ITS NOT! it never is! By learning how to become a leader I could possibly become the head prefect of Form 5. It was a dream of mine to become a HEAD PREFECT i already wanted to lead but to become a leader you have to follow so currently I'm following but soon VERY SOON I'll become a LEADER.

the forth person who inspired me is a special dedicated one. Ashleigh. She sorta inspires me in CERTAIN ways. She VERY open-minded that i know. She's the one who started watching Korean Videos on YouTube. I would have NEVER watch any Korean Vids only because of her now I'm watching. She also very friendly to talk to LIKE MEEE! but sometimes i think I'm not friendly enough thats why i need to be MOREEE FRIENDLYYY. She also very ACTIVE on the Internet. She has YouTube, Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, Blogspot(which is the only thing she does not update) and Formspring ( I Bet she has more! hahaha). She's very active in everything which is actually good it gives advantages to you( i don't actually know what kind of advantages its gives you but i know it does). If you see my facebook there's hardly anything there, tumblr also same, youtube, twitter, formspring but at least my blog is ok hahaha.

So these are the people who inspire me. I want to be like them someday. There all very awesome people. Imagine if i have all they're qualities i would be a fantastic person so I'm trying my best to become as good as them someday.

Im Planing Something Special!

I have a friend whos birthday is on October so im preparing something special for him. Im already getting everything ready. This time im gonna make it the most MEANINGFUL gift i have every made in my life! and its also enviromental friendly but im only not sure how to make it thats why im gonna try and see first then i'll decide what design to choose. Now its July i got LOADS of time but i better practise doing it!

Photography Pictures Coming SOONNN!!!

Im thinking of sharing all my photography pictures but the only problem is Google only gives me 1GB to put all my pics on blogger so im thinking of putting the pics somewhere else. Here are my options:

1. MSN (Skydrive)
2. Facebook
3. Blogger

In my opinion i think Facebook is the best because there's no limit of how many pictures you can put but Facebook is not really private EVERBODY can see my pictures and i know got privacy settings but then if some people i let and some i dont people will be asking me why i dont want them to see.

MSN is OVERLY private nobody i think will even FIND my pictures so thats out!

Blogger there's a limit so im not gonna put my pics on a blog which has a limit. I want all my pics in ONE PLACE!

I'll be thinking where then after that i shall start my photography posting!! I have A LOT of pics to share so be patient.

I was VERY lucky today

Today I was EXTREMELY LUCKY!! I cant find the words to describ how lucky i was! if i did not have this luck today i WOULD HAVE DIED!! Today i went out to Jusco to buy some revision books and all ( I know im veryy hardworking hahaha) and i saw EVRYBODY I KNOW all from SMKBU! and i was planing to go out with ....... to watch harry potter THANK GOD TODAY I WAS BUSY SO I CANCELED IT!!! because if anyone if my friends saw me with her then they'll know which = I DIE! I usually walk VERY CLOSE TO HER and both of us usually take couple seats so if any of my friends see me i predict they would be like "KEVINNNN AHHH DATING AH" so ITS A GOOD THING I CANCELED IT! but i also enjoyed today had soo many deserts both my sister and my mom coud not finish their chocolate brownie and creme brule so i finished it up for them hahaha. But still my Tiramisu was the best SOOO CREAMY AND CHOCOLATY i LOVE IT! and you know ........ also came to jusco I SAW HER but luckily she didnt see me hehehe. If she found out that i went to Jusco and had Tiramisu i WILL DIE HAHAHAH. she be like "Why never ajak me also!" or "KEVINNN WHY NEVER CALL MEEE HAYOHHHH". Jezreel also saw me hahaha i was eating and he said "HII" hahaha and then i saw Jaya in Popular we talk and all it was all SOO WEIRD!

Mental Breakdowns

I never really seen anyone had any mental breakdowns or experience it before (I think)untill Today. A friend of mine cryed today i was actually not sure AT ALL what to say soo you know what i say, JUST PUT A BIGGGG SMILE AND FORGET ABOUT IT AND RELAX!! thats what i usually do when anything happens. Thats was all i could do to help out well u know what people say A FRIEND IN NEED IS A FRIEND INDEED!! I always help out friends whenever i can but sometimes its diffcult to help ALL of your friends because your very busy and all. I always try to be a VERY HELPFUL friend in ANY WAY I CAN NOT MATTER WHAT!

Awesome Day at McD!

Its worth coming early to school today had an awesome time! I went with one of my MOST AWESOME BEST FRIEND to McD after her duty. It was raining when we went to McD i brought a umbrella but i didn't use but she used it. Sooo on the way when we came to this tree the umbrella was touching the tree sooo I GOT ALLLL WET!! hahaha. But after that SHE ALSO GOT WETTT she step in a puddle of water here shoes were SOAKED hahaha. Both of us were alone soo i think some people think we were like a COUPLE but unfortunately they alll wrong! Just because u go out with a girl does not mean that u couple with her. Anyway i had Sausage Mcmuffin and she had a Milo. The Burger was DAMN SMALL cant satisfy my hunger!! she went and used the com in Petronas while i was eating my burger. When i went there WAHHHH chating with sumbodyyy hahaha as usual. But quite expensive RM 5 per hour! thats Crazy but what to do she must Fb wan hahaha. We saw some DAMN FUNNY VIDS! She was laughing sampai Mati! i was laughing sampai on the FLOOR!! hahaha. There was this old man also he was a nice guy sooo pleasant and kind he was just simply talking to me. He asked bout which school was i from and all. This is one of the things i LOVE bout Malaysia people here are sooo nice. Gud thing it stopped raining when we got back form school. Had An AWESOME TIME I CAN NEVER FORGET THIS!

Why did i ever write her name on my essay

Ever since I wrote her name on my English essay people now know bout her. But its a good thing that nobody knows bout her. I can guaranteed one thing though nobody is ever gonna find out bout her cuz she's hardly in Malaysia she keeps travelling a lot soo if ur trying to find out hahah in ur dreams! I really dunno why i had to write her name i could have written somebody elses name. Because I had to write a letter so the first thing that came to my mine was HER.